October 16th.

I've been bumming at home eversince I ORD,
Yes freaking finally am done with National service.
I had a lot to say about my 2 years spending it tryna save the country, but I thought, just save it.

It was great and yada yada let's move on with life.
I am 2 years late if compared to my other nursing friends who started their career earlier, and already almost finishing their 3 years bond.

Ironic to the that paragraph, I'm still in the lazing mood and still wanna bum somemore for life is just, easy. Though I must say I think about money all the time, 24/7. Money minded?
No, I'm just worried that I'll use up my savings, whatever its worth saving while I had the time back in thailand days, with no income currently, it will go dry very soon. Very very soon.

Speaking of which, I miss thailand.
So much that sometimes I spent hours looking through photos taken there and feel, damn it was awesome!
Stumble upon some new perm staff in Sai Yok and it kept me thinking, why is there this certain feeling, I donno, envious? Sad?
I look at them and I know they're having the time of their lives.

Here I am, starting from scratch again. Seriously.
Boring.

I should start blogging regularly again.
I almost forgot how it feels like to pen my thoughts and feeling at ease that something is out of my chest. Even for a bit. Cos I honestly, have a lot to say.

So till the next entry...
I need a job. Pronto.