And one by one I start losing what I'd love
to call family. i wont lie.
I've been having grey days for sometime now.

I'm just waiting for my time to fly back home.
little did I know that I would actually consider to
extend my tour here but its pretty much confirm
that i"ll only be back be July in instead of the stated may.
Oxymoron much?

Well, I guess we are very much aware that the heart changes
eventually with time. I still remember how badly I wanted to turn
back time and stay in Singapore, and now?
It boggles me to how I do, feel about things.

I cant deny life here is like living the Singapore boy dream,
but to every climax, the thrill has to end somewhere.
When friends who I confide in, laugh with, rant with is no
longer there for my comfort,
even my strongest antidote, spending wont help
(see I'm not that materialistic afterall)
that dream life starts losing its kick.

You know, what I'm going through its like giving me an
insight to when I'm oldand my fellow comrades starts dying.
Its disheartening and inevitably
draining out my zest to continue.


And so I dedicate my heartfelt to my medical team,
those who left and to those who's still with me.
The laughter, joy and.. no tears lah huh only whines.
The times we shared are priceless.
The friendship we bond, are dear.
And you guys are definitely, irreplaceable.

How much im gonna miss this, us is palpable.
So till life do come to a full circle.
I'll still be here.