The army always tease we, soldiers with news,
I still remember how my OC from SMTI would say,
Do you want the good news or the bad news first?
And we always chose the latter. Dunno why.

Today, I've got news.
After talking for some time with the medics here,
I come to know that the guy who Im replacing, super badly didnt want
to go back to SG (smirk, why in the world sia, so apparently he has a GF here)
He requested to extend his service but was denied and they wanted me
to come up to Thailand a.s.a.p.

I mean seriously, whut a situation,
I badly dont want to go, and he badly dun want to leave,
We could have compromise. Really. Where is the justice.

The other news, The Brunei trip which I opt for, is cancelled.
And my friend who was supposedly going is damn disappointed.
I wanted to switch country with him initially way before I know
my date of departure. We wanted to compromise, but no, we weren't given a chance.
It could have been me in the situation, I'll gladly say, YAY ITS CANCELLED right
in the warrant's face.

I just dont understand why life sometimes can be a bitch.
There's so many situation where I could escape this horror.
But I guess whuts fate, is fate, I cant fight or either could I be GOD.
Im losing it, bit by bit.
And now I understand a chao keng's feeling, (muahahaha)
Once you dont want to do it, u'll find a thousand excuses not to do it.
So therefore, I am on a mission.

A mission to abort THE mission.
(evil smile)