Having been away from home for more than a week
feels extremely weird, For the first time I felt in a
foreign place in my own country. Fresh people, fresh(not so fresh)
place and yes, suicide regime I have to follow, it all coils
down to responsibility. Imagine, I got excited when I saw an SBS Bus. -_-

Where have I been u may ask,
Serving National Service that is,
isnt whut I was looking forward
at any point of my life. never.
But a man's gotta do whut a man's gotta do. Sheesh.
The haywired body clock and lack of sports activity
wasnt helping at all.
I mean waking up at 4, to jump around in singlets.
Really, It came to a point I just could only sigh.
That is because of the strict, every mistake = confinement discipline.
I feel like a dog. kesian dog.

And Im back home today, for a day or two before I start the same
routine at Tekong. Im already getting tired of it.
Not to mention tired. I mean, really exhausted.

Ouhwells, Its the eve of Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
So Wishing u people A Happy Hari Raya, maaf Zahir Batin.


Why am I not excited one bit about it.
Siiiiiiiiighhhhhhhh.