It's funny when someone who least know me can say
that I am matured. From the things I say to things
that I do. And I just had to deny to that statement.
It might seem that Im mellow and filter my words,
well most of the time, but that doesnt make me a wise person.
I, very much still believe Im naive. From how I handle
issues to perspectives of how I interpret things, you'll see.
I still remember the long pursue of proving myself thru
my blog entries, effing immature! Glad I snap out of it!
And now that I see others doing it, I just go
shaking my head but I dare not say a thing!
becos I was, once like that you see.
There was times also when I suck up to people just so it seems i was
being neutral..more like so they think I am versatile and that
we think alike..yada yada when in reality I seriously totally disagree!
Its almost like.. I had no stand on my own, and why?
Cos I wanted to fit in, I wanted to feel accepted.
Now when I think back, it's gross cos its so teenage!
Stand on your own ground, and u'll be respected. Eventually.
Over the years I've realised, this never ending scene of getting
under the spotlight isnt healthy because I got myself into trouble,
ALOT.
It's ashamed cos I think I have foes now.
And its a lost cos they use to be Friends.
Im no good at advices, but from whut I've gain thru my own
experience and reflections, You can be who you wanna be,
cool, rebel, fashionista whutever it is, but you dun have to clatter it
around cos that!, makes you look like you're out there to
prove something when it's really not necessary.
Action, people, speaks louder than words.
The last thing you want people to say is, you're
just a poser or a wannabe. Thats bad you know.
Going Discreet is gold.
Heard about the Johari's window, some Psychology shit.
How you see yourself is not always
how others see you as. It's so true!
Those blindspot areas surprisingly is who
you really are, so BE OPEN to positive critics, be willing
to analyse it cos that's how you grow and know
yourself inside out.
Im telling you from experience, Be it Mr or Miss 'Know It All'
are losers and they suck big time!!
Life is about gives and takes, that's how
you learn. Its not a one man show.
U are not always right and people are not always wrong ok!
Be daring to admit your mistakes.
Mistakes are lessons for the future,
And I learnt alot from mine.
I just hope the world, with time become a
better place with rainbows and butterflies.
that I am matured. From the things I say to things
that I do. And I just had to deny to that statement.
It might seem that Im mellow and filter my words,
well most of the time, but that doesnt make me a wise person.
I, very much still believe Im naive. From how I handle
issues to perspectives of how I interpret things, you'll see.
I still remember the long pursue of proving myself thru
my blog entries, effing immature! Glad I snap out of it!
And now that I see others doing it, I just go
shaking my head but I dare not say a thing!
becos I was, once like that you see.
There was times also when I suck up to people just so it seems i was
being neutral..more like so they think I am versatile and that
we think alike..yada yada when in reality I seriously totally disagree!
Its almost like.. I had no stand on my own, and why?
Cos I wanted to fit in, I wanted to feel accepted.
Now when I think back, it's gross cos its so teenage!
Stand on your own ground, and u'll be respected. Eventually.
Over the years I've realised, this never ending scene of getting
under the spotlight isnt healthy because I got myself into trouble,
ALOT.
It's ashamed cos I think I have foes now.
And its a lost cos they use to be Friends.
Im no good at advices, but from whut I've gain thru my own
experience and reflections, You can be who you wanna be,
cool, rebel, fashionista whutever it is, but you dun have to clatter it
around cos that!, makes you look like you're out there to
prove something when it's really not necessary.
Action, people, speaks louder than words.
The last thing you want people to say is, you're
just a poser or a wannabe. Thats bad you know.
Going Discreet is gold.
Heard about the Johari's window, some Psychology shit.
How you see yourself is not always
how others see you as. It's so true!
Those blindspot areas surprisingly is who
you really are, so BE OPEN to positive critics, be willing
to analyse it cos that's how you grow and know
yourself inside out.
Im telling you from experience, Be it Mr or Miss 'Know It All'
are losers and they suck big time!!
Life is about gives and takes, that's how
you learn. Its not a one man show.
U are not always right and people are not always wrong ok!
Be daring to admit your mistakes.
Mistakes are lessons for the future,
And I learnt alot from mine.
I just hope the world, with time become a
better place with rainbows and butterflies.
