Saturday, December 1, 2007
Im scared for myself.
The fire that was once burning red now turning blue.
At the right junction but made a definite wrong turn.
When I look back at what I've got myself into,
Its a plain old mistake that has got my life stagnant .

I'm getting all stressed up thinking abt my diploma now.
It really got me slacking down on my chair and frowning.
Stuck in a situation where either ways would mean suffering.
Adding lines to a face that has already been wrinkled enuff.

But, Badminton earlier today really helped me unwind like hell yeah.
I had games after games plus becoming the demoralising commentator.
Much fun!, more fun when u're playing with your best buddies!
Ruth,Mae,Deb,Nyl,Afiqah and akak Juli was nice enuff to stand my never ending
stupid comments and aggressive yet amature games. haha. thx guys. =)
Its hard sometimes being the only guy. You really got to get their arses to
get going. hahaha. *winks*

Next week, planning to catch a few great movies with my peeps.
And hopefully a game of volleyball on e following Friday. YAY!
See how I try to distract myself from the reality.
Im very much a problematic kid now.
But all I've got to say to problems, WHATEVER.
None can't be solve and I seriously have
no time to like worry and wail over matters like this.
And even if it means that I need to sacrifice alot,
I'll face it like a man. *Clap Clap*.

Sometimes you really got to give yourself a pat at the back
and some self-praises, you feel so much better sumhow.
Its yourself in the end who would make you stronger than
yesterday and be much stronger than today.

So right now, my head is blank
and Im lost for words and I dun think Im
Making sense from my last few sentences. hah!
Shows how tired I am after a long day.
I shall turn in for tonite then.
Till Then. toodles. =D