Monday, February 26, 2007
Norbit,Norbit Norbiiit!
Owh how you doin people? Im kinda feeling shitty now. Im feeling damn horrible inside I can't explain myself. Things are going okay I should say, yeah started my 3rd posting today. Got a 'colostomy' ward or however it is spelled.hah. yeah. damn smelly lahh cuz all the patients has this 'stoma' bag that contains all their shit. and to think its just the first day and i feel like cabut-ing. I CAN'T GO ON! uhH! I just don't feel like working and going thru again this hassle lah. I just finished my papers and here I am now working my ass out yet again. Sometimes I just regret the whole thing. I feel like quiting at times cuz I know that this is just not me. But I have to persevere for my parents. They are also working their asses off to get me some good education. haiz. Dad, Mum...sometimes I wonder how U guys can do so much yet not get tired of it. I guess its just your responsibilities rite. I may seldom say this to you or maybe....never did. but I seriously love u both. I really wonder what life would be without u by my side. I would just be another bird who lost its wings i guess. It never fails to make me go all emo.hahahahaha. Love u ma and ayah!-_-

Aniwaes went to catch Norbit just now with Shikin and Salihin. Thx guys. Had such a great time laughing my ass out. The storyline sux to the core but yeah..it was entertaining. It was a fast meet up. Met at 5.30 or so.Chilled a while before the movie starts at 6.50. hahaha. Went to try that Osim Isqueeze and Upapa in the meantime .hahaha. exactly! What a name! Upapa? and the whole time Salihin was qouting that "Papa Jahat" line from that amateur porn movie.Funny sia he! haiya. Never change lah his character.So, in the movies,laughed my ass off,finished around 8.30, head home straight. I simply didnt have the mood to chill anymore. Anyways I have morning shift to do tomorrow. Adding the pain in my damn ass! grrrr. gosh. Ouh ya. I met Zulfiqar just now. Was with his girlfriend who looked like...nemind. so yeah. He watched Norbit as well with his GF and group of friends..
Fifi looks.yeah the same. Also didnt change that much...Okay what's up with me and people changing or not? haha. siow!

Ouh. Had my haircut already people. I look damn Ah Beng but its alrite. I could'nt care less anyways. Let it be...And yes Salihin. Thx for accompanying me. Chilled again with him at Starbucks for a couple of hours then head home. Im soo wondering why my life is so mundane now. grrr. I WANNA BE NORMAL AGAIN. Maybe Im suffering form LOST-OF-GP-BESTFRIEND-SYNDROME. I think so lahh. haiyo guys. hurry finish ur damn papers. Let's go party!!! I so can't wait for that! I so miss dressing up! I seriosuly do.I miss u guys out of it all. Where is that GP spirit? 'Gelek mari gelek. Gelek beramai-ramai'. BTW. GP stands for gelek partners. That's what I call my darling Suhadah and Yasmeen! And I so need to buy a new pair of contact
lens real soon! I had enuff of this 'loose' specs. It keeps falling of from my face! haiyo. So yeah. I just hope the days gets better...owh god.help. Im feeling damn miserable now. I shall just sleep. Till den. Take care ya'll!=D